Thoughts on Thankfulness

This year I wanted to make a Tree of Thanks from Ann Voskamp's blog http://www.aholyexperience.com/. She even provided the leaf cut outs with verses on them. My kind of craft! On the back we wrote things we are thankful for, and each night at dinner Julianne, Andrew, and I discussed what made us thankful. It was pretty light hearted, as much of J's leafs said things like: oatmeal, chips, and "the babies at church".  We laughed a lot and slowly began filling our "tree"(sticks from the yard).  I was pleased we had some good family time doing the tree and I'm sure it will become a November tradition.

I was not prepared though for how humbled and moved I feel today as I gaze on our tree. Humbled that though we have endured much this year, we are blessed beyond measure. In a year we have moved to a new state, started a business, and said goodbye to 3 sweet babies. Yes 3, I haven't found words to blog  about it, but we lost another precious little one in July. Three babies we won't be holding, rocking, or knowing this side of heaven. Amidst the many changes, my heart has been deeply broken, the sorrow at times feeling unbearable. Our marriage tested and challenged. Yet, in God's mercy, he has given us much to be thankful for.

Praise the Lord that the Holy Spirit has filled us with hope despite our circumstance, provided comfort and strength to walk in what He has called us to.  A difficult path this year. Yet, I look at our tree and am reminded of the good gifts God has given us. Namely right standing with him through Christ.

"Give thanks in all circumstances for this is the will of God for you in Christ Jesus for you." 1 Thessalonians 5:18

Beautifully written post at Desiring God today on thanks: http://www.desiringgod.org/blog/posts/how-can-we-give-thanks-in-all-circumstances